Friday, November 24, 2006
i want what i need. but the time`s not ripe yet. still not.
need not ask me what`s that. the time`s just not right. =)
i believe most of us have this feeling when you listen to certain songs whereby when the song is played, some memories just trigger, be it good or bad. perhaps most of you won`t know, even my closest ones. when a noisy lady like me suddenly switches to "silent mode" or look dazed while listening to a song, no matter if it`s in ktv when my friends are singing or when i just listen quietly to my zen on the bus, i`m actually letting a film run through my mind. somehow or rather i think these are my reflections in life. it may not necessarily be relationship problems, it may even be peer problems or work-life concerns, just things which could have happened to me before or even unprecedented incidences. i admit i think alot. that may be a plus point or minus point. but as days passed, the negative value in my life progresses to a positive mark. i don`t need any judgemental comments, i am just who i believe i am. unique and worthy. i realised the beauty of humans is truly flaunted only when they start loving themselves. you may not agree, but take time to observe the externalities. you must discover more than you`ve already learnt. no point trapping yourself in a circle, `cos you will only move round and round and arrive at the same destiny. step out of the circle. take the 1st step. create your own life. everyone will despise you if you let yourself to be. don`t take things for granted too hard. it`s an err humans usually commit, unawared. we understand. accept what comes along with an open heart and mind. =)
and sure i have my own limits too. it`s only human. don`t test my patience on certain things. if you`d done wrong, admit. take a moment to really put yourself in others` shoes. we don`t always expect others to do the same. to influence others, you`ve to start the ball rolling. they`ll see you in a different light one day if you`ve impressed them with your goodwill. that`s all i gonna say.
C.C.phobia. be original baby.
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-------undaunted. i just love you.
1:17 AM
i want what i need. but the time`s not ripe yet. still not.
need not ask me what`s that. the time`s just not right. =)
i believe most of us have this feeling when you listen to certain songs whereby when the song is played, some memories just trigger, be it good or bad. perhaps most of you won`t know, even my closest ones. when a noisy lady like me suddenly switches to "silent mode" or look dazed while listening to a song, no matter if it`s in ktv when my friends are singing or when i just listen quietly to my zen on the bus, i`m actually letting a film run through my mind. somehow or rather i think these are my reflections in life. it may not necessarily be relationship problems, it may even be peer problems or work-life concerns, just things which could have happened to me before or even unprecedented incidences. i admit i think alot. that may be a plus point or minus point. but as days passed, the negative value in my life progresses to a positive mark. i don`t need any judgemental comments, i am just who i believe i am. unique and worthy. i realised the beauty of humans is truly flaunted only when they start loving themselves. you may not agree, but take time to observe the externalities. you must discover more than you`ve already learnt. no point trapping yourself in a circle, `cos you will only move round and round and arrive at the same destiny. step out of the circle. take the 1st step. create your own life. everyone will despise you if you let yourself to be. don`t take things for granted too hard. it`s an err humans usually commit, unawared. we understand. accept what comes along with an open heart and mind. =)
and sure i have my own limits too. it`s only human. don`t test my patience on certain things. if you`d done wrong, admit. take a moment to really put yourself in others` shoes. we don`t always expect others to do the same. to influence others, you`ve to start the ball rolling. they`ll see you in a different light one day if you`ve impressed them with your goodwill. that`s all i gonna say.
C.C.phobia. be original baby.
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-------undaunted. i just love you.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:17 AM
